I thought I was finally moving on, you know?
You were slowly slipping my mind
I could go a couple days without thinking of you
Or imaging what it would be like if we still talked
And then just like that we speak again
And I'm back to where I was
No matter what I'm always glued to this
It's like I'm in a time machine
When I move on I get stuck back to where I am
I want to be over you
I don't want to be in love with you
I don't want to be in love with any guy epsecially you
I can't do this to myself
Even if I do love you which I do
I can't get wrapped back in this.
This is what happens when the guy I was replacing you with quits talking to me
All of the memories are coming back to me
I love you even know I shouldn't.
You are like a drug to me
You're addicting and bad to me
I know I shouldn't have or want you
But I want you and I want to be with you
I don't want you
I don't want to want you
But I can't help it
You're on my mind again
I think of how things were and I want it back
I'm fighting this feeling
I can't be with you.
You're not good for me.
You and I don't mix.
I'm happy with you but I'n better off without you.
I'm sorry about this.
You have me so confused.
But I can't let all my hard work falling to pieces.
I'm putting on my big girls panties and I'm not letting you get to me
I'm in control of my life and my emotions.
I want you but I know I can't.
We can pretend things would be good
But in reality it would suck
So this is good-bye my love
You will always be my fairytale boyfriend
My not so good for me kind of love.
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