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This really is a jumble of thoughts put together. I am really not sure what it is, but I was just wondering if I could get some feedback.
Thanks!

Submitted: December 16, 2011

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I sit and wait for the phone call

I wonder if it is ever going to ring

One day speaks with sweet nothings

I miss you, I want you in my arms,

The next, no phone call, no text

There are very few things I ask for in this world

One of those few things is to be yours

But is it worth it?

The anticipation, will you be there tomorrow?

The anxiety, does he still love me today?

But why do I care?

Why do I love him so much?

He acts as if he doesn’t care about me

I would fight through a fire for him

He might lift a finger to call 911

But why does he keep coming back around?

I dated one friend and kissed another

He screams how much hate he has towards me

He claims he wants nothing to do with me

Yet, an hour later, my number is unblocked

With him asking me the question,

Why do you do this to me?

I then wonder, why does he care?

Its like he wants to love me, but doesn’t know how

He screams and yells, but doesn’t feel better

What, did he think he would feel better?

Yelling fixes nothing

He had never yelled at me before

I had never hurt so bad

What kind of a person was I?

To hook up with his friends

That’s not who I am

Was it because I was hurt?

Or was it because I want to get back at him?

I mean, he cheated on me in the first place right?

Did I think it was all going to equal out?

How could I have been so naive to think that?

None of my actions were justified

In the end there were just two broken hearts

He claim to this day that we have both been forgiven

But is that enough?

I ask him the question, will I see you tomorrow

He answers; I don’t know what tomorrow will bring

Will he ever be able to commit

To be there for me forever

I want to marry this man, but why?

What hold does he have over me?

I don’t even know if he will love me tomorrow

Let alone for the rest of my life

I want stability

I want to know that he will love me the next day

It’s not even that I need to know a year ahead

I just want tomorrow to be secure

Is all of this to much to ask for?

So many questions, but there will never be an end


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