My Eyes Close

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: July 12, 2010

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Submitted: July 12, 2010

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My Eyes Close, 3

Shut tight to hide from the sun, now pearcing through my window. 14

My brain adjusts with my eyes as I schedule my day. 14

Slowly I arise from my bed, now i know what to do. 14

I'll visit the girl of my dreams, she always makes me smile. 14

My friend said that she will drop me off on her way to work. 14

It's not a long drivebut I am still tired, so again 14

My Eyes Close 3

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The Wind Blows, 3

Across my face, through a small opened gap in the window. 14

I recognize where I am, making my heart start to warm. 14

I gaze into the vibrant sky, it resembles Rembrant. 14

The clouds remind me of "The Abduction of Europa" 14

I catch my mind drifting, and I turn to my faithful friend. 14

Thanking her, I open my door, and again I feel as, 14

The Wind Blows. 3

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Her Hair Glows, 3

As the sun shines on it, only adding to her beauty. 14

She hugs me, making me warm, as it does so every time. 14

We enter her house with bad intentions. Contact arises. 14

We take advantage of this beautiful, empty house. 14

I'll skip what happened next because it's personal to me. 14

The next day, once more the sun meets her scalp, and once again 14

Her Hair Glows. 3

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Heaven Knows, 3

How serene life seems as I lay here watching her breath soft. 14

However, that joy turns quickly to dismissive anger. 14

As my "love" awakes and tells me this can no longer last. 14

Looking back, our hour long conversation went by so fast. 14

As her mouth opened and closed shock overtook my hearing. 14

I left her fast, holding back tears. What I'd do next only 14

Heaven Knows. 3

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Tension Grows 3

As I walk quickly home. My mind made up, I have to leave. 14

Leave the pain. Leave the sorrow. Leave this life behind me now. 14

I want it to end quick. Quicker than my life had shattered. 14

So i will borrow my fathers gun, just for a minute. 14

Mind set, I enter my house. No time for notes, getting the gun, 14

I head for the basement, sit down, and look at the gun as 14

Tension Grows 3

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My Eyes Close 3

As I think my last thoughts, childhood pops up, a time lost. 14

I scream for it to come back but it does not answer me. 14

Happy times never to come back, whats the point in lingering. 14

The pistol whispers to me "Touch me my darling, end it". 14

I put her in my mouth and center it, facing my brain. 14

I squeeze the trigger, it is over and for the last time, 14

My Eyes Close 3


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