is it real? this time

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how i feel

Submitted: August 13, 2012

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Submitted: August 13, 2012



And so here i am again...

so convinced i am

to take yet another turn

around the bend.

who knows as they say.

not i dont know that way.

i am scared and confused  

from prior misuse.

It's not fair, I know

to compair  and inhibit flow.

i sabbotage my own efforts,

I think.

But how do i seperate and

understand distinct?

I want love and certainty...

but am i willing to comit without

committed clarity?

it's so unfair to myself as well

to the one who would love me

and have me...just ...

unconditionally for me...

what , maybe, will im hoping...

make me see...

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