I hate myself for loving you

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The sickest thing is after all you put me through I still love you.

Submitted: March 20, 2010

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The sickest thing is after all you put me through I still love you,
It shames me, degrades me,
The way I loved you made me,
Who I am what I think; it changed me,
You wouldn’t believe how much you gave me,
Every moment I spent with you got better,
My love for you grew stronger,
I couldn’t help but want you more than ever,
But the heart break begins, when I found myself being walked all over,
But I stuck by you, like good friends do, because I loved you,
You hurt me too much for me to take and then I got the blame
You should be ashamed, don’t give me the blame,
Haven’t you done enough? Why has love got to be so tough?
But it was easier than i thought, even though my every part of me was distort
My shame was selfish thoughts; I couldn’t help but want to hurt you
I hate myself for loving you
But it’s something I can handle; don’t take that to your advantage,
Your complications are nothing compared to what I can take,
Remember when nothing was something? It’s such a fucking heart break,
There was always something from the moment I saw you,
Doesn’t that mean anything to you? I thought I meant something to you
You obviously had me fooled,
I hate myself for loving you


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