Cut Down

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
I got told to kill myself and it really effected me badly, the fact that someone could hate me that much...

Submitted: February 16, 2007

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Rocking back and forth
Trying to believe the words you said
They don't deserve me
My ears
My eyes
My heart
But it's still broken
My self esteem has shattered
And my spirit has died.
Bled to death.
Cut down.

They hate me because I'm different
Try to put me in a box.
Tie me up with words.
It can't be done!
Noone is just this or just that.

They hate the word so they hate me.
They've taken the knife.
Cut down.

Rocking back and forth trying to believe my own words.
IF THEY TRULY KNEW ME THEY'D LOVE ME
IF THEY LOVED ME THEY'D MATTER
It helps.
But then he walks away.
After so many I Love Yous and Your Beautifuls and You Matter And They Don'ts
He ties me up with words and walks away
Leaving me to die
Cut down

HE KNEW ME HE LOVED ME
HE HATES ME

Rocking back and forth staring at the knife.
Thinking about the two options.
Trying to beleive your words
Coz if I don't.
Cut down.

You love me. But do you know me?
It dosn't matter.
Coz all that matters is that you think that I matter.

I put the knife back in the drawer.


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