Jacob

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
I can't fucking believe this!

Submitted: July 13, 2015

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Submitted: July 13, 2015

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I've worked all day

In the hot summer sun

And as I went home

I couldn't wait to talk to you

I looked at my phone

And saw your name

You'd already sent a message

I smiled

Clicking on your name

But that's when I felt tears start to drop

"Suzonne, we're through"

"I just don't feel right"

"It isn't you"

I couldn't breathe

I couldn't stand

And now I sit here in tears

How the Hell

Am I supposed to live

Now that you're gone

What about all of our plans

Our schemes

Where did I go wrong

Did I say something

What have I done

For you to leave me

Again

Jacob

Please come back

You can still be his friend

You can still talk to her

I'll get along with your sister

Just please come back

Don't do this to me again

I can't do it

Last time it was all a show

I never loved them

Please

You promised

To never do this again

But here I am

A gun in my hand

Holding it against my head

Waiting for a single goodbye

That you'll never give

You may wonder

Why I love you so

The answer is

You are you

And I need you

And I love you

And I want you

Jacob

Damnit

I'm just going to pull the trigger

Maybe then

When you read my final words

That I wrote

In my suicide note

You'll know

You'll understand

How much I love you


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