Hi Mum ! Are you ok ? I'm doing well at the minute. Only a few days have gone by since you and daddy made me and I am now in your tummy growing ! I can't explain how happy I am to know that you are my mum. It makes me so proud to know that I was made out of love. I am going to be the happiest baby alive. Mum, A month has gone by. I am beginning to notice that my body is starting to take shape ! I realize that i’s not much to look at now but you just wait and see ! I will make you the proudest mum ever ! :) I am wondering what my name is ? I like the name Layla. You don't know it yet but I am a girl. Even though I am feeling happy , I can sense that something is wrong . . . You seem to be having strange thoughts that make me worried and restless. But i'm sure that everything will be ok, don't worry mum ! Two and a half months have gone by, And I now I have hands I can play with ! I can't wait to get out of here and feel your hair, you must be the most beautiful thing ever ! Oh I am so happy! I love you mum ! Mum, what is wrong ? Why are you crying so much lately ? Why is it that every time you and dad meet up you argue with each other ? Is it because of me ? Am I the reason you guys argue ? Don't you guys want me any more ? If it is something I have done then I'm sorry. I will be better, and then you will want me. Three months have past now mum, but you're still really sad. I don't know how to make you happy , what should I do ? What is going on out there ? I'm so confused. Today we went to see a doctor and he has booked an appointment for tomorrow afternoon. I don't understand why you are feeling so sad but I am feeling so happy. The following afternoon: Mum, where are we going ? What's happening ? Mum don't be silly ! This is not normally the time you take your afternoon nap, don't lie down. Besides, I still want to play, I'm not tired yet ! Uh!!! What is this thing doing inside my house ? Is it a new toy ?! :) Hey! It's sucking up my house … Please, don't tug at me ! No... Don't hit me, your hurting me! Why ? Mummy, please make it stop ! I can't defend for myself yet! Can't you see I am still so small ? Mum ! Please stop them! That's my hand !!! Mummy! My leg ! They're ripping it out ! Help me mummy ! I am sorry if I upset you, But stop them ! It hurts mum, please help me ?! Tell them to stop, I promise I’ll stop kicking you. How could a human being do this to a baby ? Oh mummy, I can't go on any more.... He...lp me..... 17 years have gone by since you made that desicion. I know you still love me. Please don't feel guilty. Please don't cry mum. Remember that I still love you and will be waitng for you with open arms. Love you lots, Your baby x x x
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