VENTING: PART TWO

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Submitted: November 26, 2011

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VENTING: PART TWO

 

Hello again. This is the second day in my non stop venting series. Today was absolute trauma. I had an asthma attack and went to the hospital. You want to know why I had an asthma attack and went to the hospital? Because of the horrid things being said between my love and the new girl! NO joke, I had an asthma attack because of that, that’s how fucking serious this all is! Well yesterday I lied to my love and told him that his new girlfriend didn’t love him anymore. I screamed and yelled that she hated him. Wrong I now. I don’t regret it but I don’t feel good about it either. He’s emotionally sensitive so this hurt him a lot. My plans weren’t to hurt him as much as he hurt me but if that’s what happened then so be it. Of course I didn’t WANT to hurt him as much as I’m hurt but still. He tells her all these things, ‘oh I love you so much, I’m never going to leave you’ ‘oh your mine no matter what’ ‘oh I love you more than anything and nothing is going to change that’ LIES, LIES, LIES, AND MORE LIES! He told me the same fucking thing and look where I am. Heartbroken, pissed and confused. That’s where. Believing in someone is trusting them. Trusting them is letting them into your world; into your heart. Apparently I let my love a little to close cause he took care of it then left it out to die. Cute right? I promised someone that I would stop this war with the new girl for now and wait for their relationship to crumble into pieces. But I’m never going to stop loving him. I’m never going to stop fighting and wishing and hoping and dreaming and believing that he will be mine again but I can tell you this. I am going to stop fighting his soul because that’s what’s killing me the most.  

 


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