Horrors

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
Okay, so I was a bit worried about publishing this. It was published quite a while ago when I was in a bit of a dark place. But now I read it back, I'm interested in what I had to say.

Submitted: June 25, 2008

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IM SMILING ON THE OUTSIDE AND IM CRYING IN MY HEAD
WHEN YOU THINK THAT IVE BEEN SLEEPING IVE JUST BEEN CURLED UP IN MY BED
WITH SILENT TEARS ROLLING DOWN MY CHEEK WHILST I THINK ABOUT MY DAY
ALL THE LAUGHTER AND THE TAUNTING WHICH I APPEAR TO LAUGH AWAY
YOU THINK IT WAS JUST A LITTLE JOKE BUT IT KEEPS REPEATING IN MY HEAD
TILL IT GETS TO ME SO BAD I BEGIN TO REGRET MEETING YOU, MY FRIEND
THE ONE WHOSE SUPPOSED TO BE ON MY SIDE, THE ONE TO HELP ME THROUGH THIS ALL
YET YOUR THE ONE CAUSEING ALL THE PROBLEMS THE LEAST PERSON ID TELL THIS ALL
TO AND IF I EVER WERE TO TELL YOU YOUD UNDERSTAND MY PAIN
YOU THINK YOUR LIFE IS BAD WELL I THINK YOU SHOULD THINK AGAIN
OK YOUR PARENTS ARE DIVORCED OK THEY LIVE APART
DID YOU HAVE TO HEAR THEM SPLIT UP? DID IT ALMOST BREAK YOUR HEART
WHILE YOU SPOKE TO YOURSELF BECAUSE YOU HAD NO FRIENDS OF YOUR OWN
AND YOU HATED GOING BACK TO THE PLACE SUPPOSIBLY CALLED HOME
CAUSE IF YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG THEN THAT WAS IT, HE'D BE OFF
SAYING HOW YOU WERE SO BLOODY SELFISH AND HED SMACK YOU TILL YOUR SORE
IS THAT THE MEMORIES YOU HAVE? IS THAT WHATS IN YOUR PAST?
WELL IF IT ISNT THEN IM SORRY I HAVE NO SYMPATHEY TO PASS
BUT WHAT I WILL SAY IS THIS. THAT IM STILL SMILING MOST THE TIME
AND IF I CAN SURVIVE ALL THAT THEN THRES NO NEED FOR YOU TO WHINE
WHATEVER IT IS IM SURE ITLL PASS AND YOU'LL GET THROUGH IT PRETTY SOON
BUT IM AFRAID ITS NOT GONNA BE ME TO HELP YOU GET RIGHT THROUGH
THESE SMALL PROBLEMS THAT YOU HAVE HALF OF WHICH YOU CAUSE ALONE
THATS THE BEST ADVICE IM GOING TO GIVE SO PLEASE SORT THEM OUT ALONE
MAYBE YOU SHOULD REARANGE IT SO YOUR NOT CAUSING PAIN UPON YOUR LIFE
THIS IS IT, THIS IS MY STORY, THESE ARE THE HORRORS OF MY LIFE.
 


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