Every morning i wake up your the first thought in my mind
what is he doing?
does he still love me ?
does he hate me?
those are the thoughts that run in my mind
I know I done wrong so many times
You keep forgiving me although I don't know why
when you say your leaving me
It makes me realize all of my mistakes I made
how much it would kill me to lose you
But sometimes i'm scared of you
then sometimes I wish i was you
your bravery catches me off guard
the way you have everything under control
Who am I to say i'm right for you when all i am is wrong
I'd never equal to you and that is what scares me
how can you say you love me
when all i do is hurt you?
Who I am isn't right for you
yet your still here
Why do you stick around
when you know all I do is make you suffer
I hate to see the sad look in your eyes
when you mock me it hurts even more
when you laugh at my stupidity
I know I really am
When you threaten me with your own suicide
it made me realize what I done
There is nothing I can do to fix the past
Although I can fix my future
Thats what I want a future with you
away from the drama
away from on the foolishiness
No more Lies
a end to everything I once held dear
We held out for each other this long who says
we can't make it through another year?
That is if you still want me
still love me
want to see me suceed
I can't blame you for hating
I have done so much in my life
that isn't good for me
You told me many times
your right I never do listen
I can't seem to look past myself to see
you do truely care
Now the only thought in my head I bare
is what have i done?
How can I fix the problem before it gets to far?
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