Sometimes talking to you makes me think i am insane...its like talking to a brick wall but i try my hardest to knock it down. Sometimes I question all the shit
i would do for you even if it meant giving up my own life to make you happy cause i love you so much. If taking away my life and not ever being in the picture again would make you smile i would do
it just for that brief little smile that would appear on your face. It hurts me so much that you treat me differently no matter how much i care for you, you push me away refusing to even look at
me. It hurts so much i cry my eyes out but you just walk away , it doesnt matter that your the first thing i think about when i wake up and the last thing at night. Waking up is the hardest
thing i do now cause i have to go through all the daily routines trying so hard not to show emotion cause it gives people ammo to ask me questions like i want to go through that. Yess i am
quite insane cause its nerve racking how much i break down at the thought of you.
© Copyright 2016 SynethGurl. All rights reserved.