Like I Never Loved You 2

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
love hurts

Submitted: June 10, 2015

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~~Now what's suppose to happen


I'm suppose to let these niggas fix your toilet

Be laid-up on my side of the bed and act like it's fair that their drinkin my beer and sitting in my chair

But the ownership to your heart was never a title you were ready to give up

 And it's just not fair, I put my life, heart and soul into this love and I gotta turn away

Like walkin away is the easiest thing to do...

But I gotta be up and done because i'm not the only one you wanted loving you

I would have given blood or plasma if we were out on the street and you had to eat

I was so in love I would had given a toe if yours had gotten abutated just so you could feel somewhat complete

There were times when i joked about it and said I would risk my life for yours then the time came for me to own my words

and I did it with honor to protect her honor

Her parents daughter's honor

This ring was my grandmothers one day i just knew it would be yours

I promised my heart to so many women

but yours is the only one i was selfless enough to sacrifice myself for

Speaking out-loud to my grandmother's obituary recently, I promised her this ring to you

It ain't nothing to open up doors but to split my pay-check, I was prepared for the alter and so much more...

Remember that when you can't even get a dollar from them and their waiting on you to get the door

I remember the first time i told you i loved you, i woke up from a deep sleep

I saw you watching a movie laying across my knee's and it just came out and you said it back

By the next day the guys at the warehouse were wondering why i was in a daze with this grin on my face and it's because i had that memory

on replay

I swear to God I wish I could take it back to those times because I was blown away by all this love that was finally mines

I been alone for years

And I have all this love to give and I give it, I let the rays of my inner sunshine down to all those that are near me

I just needed that somebody to hold and hug at night that's born to love me

I said if God blessed me with one of his Angels I would love her like no other just below the Lord himself

I never had someone that was just born to love me, and for once it was finally just going be mine...

in the world we live in today monogamy is less common than the swine flu

At night, I give these bues to the fullmoon blues

Now what's suppose to happen

I'm suppose to let these niggas fix your toilet

And be laid up on my side of the bed, kissing those lips below and uptop on my head

Caressing your gorgeous milk chocolate skin

What i'm suppose to act like....?

Like it is fair that their drinkin my beer and sitting in my chair and you allow them to reap all the rewards from hard work I invested in there

The ownership to your heart was never a title you were ready to give up to me and it's just not fair

I put my life, heart and soul into this love and i gotta turn away

 Like walkin away is the easiest thing to do....

But when your not getting and their not trying to give you respect...what else is there left to do

I got to be up and done because i'm not the only one you want loving you

Now i gotta just go on with life like i never loved you


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