Pain and Drama

I cannot explain how tormenting it is

maybe the cuts and the bruises that you cannot see are the worst.

I don’t want to be melodramatic but sometimes I cannot help it,

am I a masochist? Or maybe just a plain stupid?

it is excruciating the point that I couldn’t breathe;

I want to run as far and as fast as I can

 to lead the misery in the opposite direction.

there were times that I want to pass out---

just so I could kill it in a jiff.

I don’t know when it will end and how it will end;

so for now all I could do is to endure the pain until it hurts no more…