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I wrote this when I was 17. I was crushin' on several girls at the time and since I never I had first love I was kinda creating this image of the perfect girl in my head at the time. I didn't know what I 1st love was until I was 27. Regardless I was inspired me to write this...

Submitted: September 19, 2015

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Submitted: September 19, 2015



For the life of me I cannot imagine a world without you; [A world] so shapeless and unchanged without the love, the warmth and the caring caress of a beautiful woman such as yourself.

I sit here wondering and contemplating the certain wonders of your mind which make me sit here and wonder and dream about you so often. I ask myself what is so special, so complex about a beauty that is so simple and pure. 

I ask myself how can I find the key to reach in and unlock the door to your heart.

What can I say or what can I do to reach something so unreachable or touch something so untouchable.

What is it for me to do to touch your soul and win if not your love [then] at least your warmth and affection?

For two whose minds are [so] much of a jumble of confusion we are the same yet worlds apart.

You are in search of paradise and I sit here and let the beauty and wonder of a moving paradise to pass me by.

To me you are paradise and my escape from the world.

Your presence intoxicates my mind and leaves my body heated at the sight of you.

But I wonder are you [really] looking for paradise too, or a living hell?

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