Suicidal Notions

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Horror  |  House: Booksie Classic
A teen who used to live a good life until everyone turned against him.

Submitted: November 29, 2010

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Submitted: November 29, 2010

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Suicidal Notions
 I have always lived a good life. I had good friends, a kind, caring family, I got along with everyone I have ever met, and I was an all A student on the honor roll. Well, that all changed about a year ago. That was the downfall in my life. Now, no one around school wants to talk to me, friends stopped caring, and my family, they sure as hell don’t give a fuck.
 My life is a complete fucking nightmare. There hasn’t been a day go by where I haven’t considered suicide. Suicide seems like my only way out of my life, Hell. Why can’t everyone just be straight up with honesty? If they don’t want to be my friends or talk to me anymore they should just tell me because it would hurt a lot less. I hope all of you assholes would feel sorry if I just fucking ended my life and ended all of this bull shit. Maybe if I just stopped giving a damn no one around me would be able to hurt me so much. I’m getting so tired of this shit. If you’re not being straight up with me about things then fuck you. If you don’t like me, blow me. I’m getting to the point where I just don’t fuck around with people anymore. If you piss me off I’ll deal with it myself. I am the way I am because pricks like my old friend Frank drove me to it. Frank used to be such a good friend until I got on the honor roll and he didn’t. Mr. Hutchinson, my principal, didn’t think Frank was cut out for honor roll so Frank is taking it out on me. Mr. Hutchinson is the only person that understands what I am going through and whenever I need someone to talk to I go to him.
 I’m not really even sure what exactly happened that made everyone turn against me but if I could go back and change whatever it was I’d sure as hell do it. My life has turned into one giant scar this past year and I’m fucking tired of it. I can’t walk down the hallways at school without someone yelling “Hey faggot,” or “Hey loser,” or other obscene comments. If people don’t call me names or use verbal assault when I pass by, they use some kind of rude gestures such as flipping me off or doing the “Up yours” motion. I’m sick and tired of all this torment. One day everyone is going to be enjoying a nice day at school and then all of a sudden it will come crashing down, burning them all alive. Maybe one day I could just plant a bomb on a school field trip bus, or maybe turn all the rooms into gas chambers like Hitler did to the Jews. Fuck my peers and school faculty; they give me hell everyday so I might as well show them what hell really is. I’d like to see them fuck with me then.


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