I'm sorry mom

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i'm so sorry i turned out gay...

Submitted: May 04, 2011

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I'm sorry I couldn't be the son you always wanted. I'm sorry I couldn't make you understand me...

I'm sorry that I wasn't attracted to women...I know how much that humiliated you

I'm sorry that I was such a pussy...or at least you said so

I'm sorry that no matter how I tried I just couldn't make you see that I was the same person straight or gay

I'm so sorry that you think I betrrayed your love...

It wasn't a choice...I tried so hard to change

I'm sorry that you found out the way you did...if it makes you feel better I hav'nt seen him since

I'm sorry I was such a bad son...i should've understood that you yelled at me just out of instict, i should've yelled back rather than cowering....i know how much worse that made you feel

I'm sorry i lied to you about me for eihteen long years when i knew all along...in a way i lied to myself

i'm sorry for how this note is making you look...you were a great mom...

i'm sorry if i sometimes feel like i won't see you tomorrow, but at least you won't have to deal with a fag for a son

i'm sorry i turned out gay...maybe i should just move to vegas with all the other freaks like you started telling me too when you found out

...i'm so sorry for all of it...i love you mom

please, i hope one day you can understand...or at least tolerate who i am...i can't control it, this is me...i just wish you would see that


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