Split in two its not fair.

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
Can I just call off love

Submitted: December 30, 2014

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Its not fair to have you so close to be able to see you see the look on your eyes and have thoughts pop in to my head like ''wow you could love me but it would never work. I am with him and I will never be able to leave him. I have given up everything to him." I wish you would have show some interest beforehand.

Before I promised him my future I had always had thoughts in my head like "I want someone like you someone who will protect me. Someone who will be there for me like you always have been." I always believed you thought of me as just some little kid you helped deal with bullies

Then I would lay my head on you and you should a bit of companion and desire, by those small touches you would leave on my skin. The new way you would look at me or say my name in a way that made my insides bubble over but no one would noticed. It was yours and my little secret. Then we stopped talking again and I met someone who protected me like you use to.

I gave the biggest thing I could give him and you become a part of my life again and my feelings never left the way I did. Now I have a problem. I promised my life to him, my heart is split into half and part of it wants to be with you and part of it needs to be with him. But if I were to leave him to be with you and things didn't work out then I lose him and you but if i stay with him and be with you I lose him and if I stay with him I am stuck were I am.

Split in two its not fair.


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