Terror of the mind

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Young Adult  |  House: Booksie Classic

The fear of the future and past

Fill my lungs with air and open my eyes
my life continues as my love dies

Hopeless, scared, petrified.
God, I'm so scared; I search for a place to hide


My mind is swimming with the memories of my past, swallowing me in it's unending cyclone
Tearing me apart from the ones I love, ripping away my desires, forcing me to be alone

Good God, please, save me from this hell I'm burning in I can't take it any longer
My hope is thinning, my demons growing stronger

My heart is thundering loudly in my ears,
while my past is telling me I can't do it, the feeling of worthlessness brings me to tears

I only want to make Daddy proud, Why can't I -------ing do that?
Why don't you love me, why don't you trust me, why is it every time we talk it feels like a combat?

I put all my hope in you and yet you ruin everything
tell me you'll get better but nothing is changing!

The world is so big and I'm so small
How the hell can I change anything at all?

The lies turn to truth and the truth turns to lies
The reflection in the mirror is what I despise, see the tears in my eyes? I have fallen yet I can't arise.Tell you I'm alright and cover myself with a disguise, as everything begins to crumble and my future dies. It isn't a surprise with the monsters that replace butterflies, I won't be able to take it when I am surrounded with goodbyes.

Try and run but my fears are oh so faster
pretend everything is perfect, but on the inside it's a disaster

Don't worry, I'll survive, after all it's what I do best
Won't do anything, cause you'll never be impressed

Fill my lungs with air and open my each eye
my life continues as I begin to die


Submitted: August 03, 2011

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SoulSympathy x3

wow... I cried a little :)

Sat, August 6th, 2011 8:35am

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Really?! Thanks!

Sat, August 6th, 2011 2:34am

unoticedchloeeee

wow that was just simply amazing...just amazing well done that had so much meaning u sure u diidnt write that for me ???!! xxxx ur amazinly talented xxxxxx chloe xxx ^^)

Tue, August 9th, 2011 11:00am

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Haha thanks;]

Tue, August 9th, 2011 8:34am

heaven33johnson

i love this. it was very powerful.

Fri, August 12th, 2011 5:38pm

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Thanks, I try and pour myself into my writing as much as possible:]

Fri, August 12th, 2011 11:43am

Danuja

Love this poem. I can actually relate my life with it. Superb work! ^_^

Sun, August 14th, 2011 8:39am

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Gracious amigo:]

Sun, August 14th, 2011 1:45am

Hinoglue

Wow... It's so powerful, yet so surprisingly calming. I thing this is an absolutely wonderful piece of work, and who knew so many thing rhymed with lies! I use it basically all the time - well... no but I use it quite a lot - in my poems! Very, very, very well done.

Sun, August 14th, 2011 9:11pm

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Thanks so much, I appreciate it. And yea I know. Surprise, right? Thank you thank you thank you. :]

Sun, August 14th, 2011 2:14pm

Richmaggs

This is great, I really like it. I've been there and it's not a good place to be! Thankyou for you comments too ...!

Wed, August 17th, 2011 12:13pm

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OF course, your welcome.

Wed, August 17th, 2011 8:30am

angellynn

This is deeply emotional and heartfelt. I can relate to this,as I've been bi-polar for years. I'm a depressed person who feels trapped inside my shell, and I pray all the time that someone will break my shell and free me. I hope the same for this person as well. This is wonderfully penned.
Angellynn~

Sat, August 20th, 2011 5:45pm

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thanks so much, I greatly appreciate it. And yes, I'm sorry :[
Im sure onde day it will happen.

Sat, August 20th, 2011 1:50pm

Robert Kerr

Wonderful work. This is mature and well executed. You've got some talent here.

Sat, September 10th, 2011 3:47pm

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Thanks so much, I really appreciate your comment.

Sat, September 10th, 2011 8:58am

Casey Daniel Southards

It reminded me of slam poetry. I like it, it is very expressive.

Thu, February 23rd, 2012 5:08am

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Thanks!!

Wed, February 22nd, 2012 10:30pm

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