-PSYCHO?-

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the other side of human nature...

Submitted: November 18, 2012

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Crying. Heart's aching.
Im alone
And im glad for that
Coz i can see me,
Myself,
Who i am really!
I,
Who's afraid of the future
Since the very first time
I've started to use this brain.
Poorly, i trust any0ne.
I am a No risk taker.
And logically,
Afraid of its c0nsequences.
Tomorrow itself.
Yes, you're right.
Im a loser.
Why am i like this?
Not happy,
Never contented,
So ambitious.
Eventhough, i kn0w i'll fail
Still im getting to it
And i kn0w i'll get hurt.
Unhealthy it is!
Why am i self-inflicting
A pain?
A spear? Very sharp!
Unbearable.
Self-pity is dangerous
As you always say
Thinking negatively
Will never do good
But im making it still.
Why?
Maybe due to a thousand reasons
Million pretenti0ns
A single lie???
Never with it is the reality
I need to do this.
Unlock the past.
Learn the genuine truth.
Im trying
But i just cant.
Why?
You are hiding it.
All of you.
Covering the rays.
It's dark.
Very cold.

IM A HOPELESS CASE!
(june2004)


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