my life with the fuentes

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
im talking about the life of dealing with this dude named kapone fuentes who is in jail and a baby daddy name tj and the story is about me and them

Submitted: September 01, 2012

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i feel like shit i dont even know what to do anymore with my feelings. do i even love tj ? all i feel is so sad and down i honestly dont know what to do. i love him but he isn't doing nothing for me for us to grow together as a family. i'm so hurt im tearing up about this shit. i'm so lost i dont know what's right and what's wrong all i know is that im hurting in so many different ways it's crazy. its like i am getting depressed all over again. my mom is driving me crazy telling me im always wrong with my son im sick of being looking down on. i want to go places in life but it seems it will never happen for me atleast not in this life time. i look at my son and tears come down my face because i want nothing but the best for my baby boy but i dont have money to get there. tj doesn't seem to be changing and i don't know what to do ? should i wait for kapone to come home ? he's been locked up forever and his letters are starting to be fucked up towards me like i did something to him all i have ever done was be there for him when he had no one when all his friends left him in the dirt and i was there with money and letters and cards when waiting by the phone for his calls not letting no oine use my phone around the time he will call just to make sure i didnt mmiss his call and sometimes i would wait for no reason because he wouldnt call me ill would be waiting like a stupid ass for no reason. i would think he would think damn this girl has been here since day one im not even going to let her go. but who am i playing he has jasmina name on his arm he not leaving her and i know but i cant believe i know he lies and i still cry after he does it i honestly dont know what to do im going crazy and it hurts so much you know what / im going to find a job and get my money up and im moving out of my mom house but for kapone and tj i dont know what to do i feel like there both playing games and i feel like im just never going to meet other guy i guess my life is over right ? i get hit by my brothers and i ask tj to come help me and he texts me has long as your in your ro


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