I feel like my heart is
i'm coasting and toasting on this sidewalk grill
i'm losing all will
power has no control over me
thoughts of desolation and alienation
remain in my brain
in me i contain all the wonders
of the world
but why can't they see
that this face is not the real me?
i don't even know who the real me is:
i drift like the tide
i float like the wind
i rock with the crowd
i drink with the crew
i do everything that you want me to do
where am i going?
this steady flow flowing
it started--it's rolling
and i'm knowing now
that this is IT
i've got to take care of my shit
just me and the world
with everything against me
bill collectors knocking down my doors
no umbrella while the rain pours
revealing and whoring my mind and soul
flushing life down a toilet bowl
everything is spinning
is it cuz i'm drunk?
i haven't showered in daze
i smell like a skunk
but when the sun rises i see the morning tide
the ocean smiles wet
and i can't get enough of this wild ride
the whole thing is just a jumbledupmess
things are crazy--life full of stress
both good and bad
happy and sad
this equilibrium paradox of good and evil
its gives me this fever
i sense it in my bones
my words are heavy as stones
and all i want is to be free
but i'm so easy sometimes...and the i just snap
its like a button pushed too hard
i take it just a bit too far
.....my mind goes blank
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