About faith, religions of this world, where Satan is and my own hard times as a man of God who lives on faith.

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About faith, this world, religions and what is like for those who live on faith.

Words for the world of believers and those who do not, because in the end all will believe regardless of who they may be. {Isaiah 45:23}


What I speak is through many words as necessary to say what is needed or required to give the best possible understanding while at the same time trying to keep what could be a thousand pages limited to few as possible.  In my last publication you can be seen through what was written and the links who I am and all that I do for my life that has been centered on only God no differently than Daniel, Abraham, John or Paul with the only difference being my commission, position, duties or however you may choose to classify ones calling from God for His purpose.


I do have enough written manuscripts to assemble many short true stories with spiritual education, a best selling novel, an encyclopedia, or just any structure with valid information that concerns not only you and me, but every life on earth; and I only know what I know from doing what none, no, not one of the over 3 billion believers in God don’t do. . . .


Which means that I believe God for His every word, am not a part of this world mentally, and have never become involved in the religions of man other than passing through on the outside while looking in only to see the seat of the father of lies in with every man made religion scattered all over this entire world.


“Write this to the angel of the Church in Pergamum: ‘These words are spoken by him who has the sharp two-edged sword. I know where you live—where Satan sits enthroned. I know that you hold fast to my name and that you never denied your faith in me even in the days when Antipas, my faithful witness, was martyred before your eyes in the very house of Satan. {Revelation 2:13}-{J.B.Phillips}


 All churches of this world are the house of Satan where he sits amongst all believers with his demons transformed as angels who teach his doctrines. And if all believers would just take God serious enough to believe His every word, they would believe this whole world has been deceived. So rather than pleading innocence when guilty, all would be looking only to God through faith for their faults to be shown and corrected rather than just rejecting what God speaks to all believers worldwide.


What you need to understand is no different than what this whole world of people in darkness need to see; and that is all the solid proof required that shows this human race has become as animals in a zoo called the world that have been fed all that they need to feel comfortable and secure when everything all around them has only been a false and temporary smoke screen of compete bull spit that is soon going to be just taking millions of lives that will reach into the billions as people began dropping dead through the plans of population elimination worldwide. And the USA will be its start through millions being put to death---and a book I wrote has great detail on this subject.


Just how can I possibly speak so much a world needs to hear words in just a few paragraphs while having zero funds with a computer in such poor condition that just to turn it on can take up to ten times as it lights up and goes dark. And then when it finally stays on, there is the screen flashing and blinking for about a half hour that makes reading and writing so difficult that waiting is all that can be done; and then the fuzz lines at the bottom of the screen that make anything there un readable. Add to that this computer was bought used in March 2009 and now has been running on 0% free space available with a system that cannot be restored, defragged or even cleaned because I cleared near everything out and put my hundreds of writings, studies, and much more on a cd just to gain some free space that did not work…and with more problems Microsoft word is all screwed up with the added being I don’t even have ink for the printer; and when push comes to shove, the last five years of my life in the process of becoming one with God have only been one struggle after another with the religious people of this world being the last to care and the first to judge with some extremely low remarks that with thanks to God I can just ignore; and in all that I write I hold nothing against them all worldwide because they all who believe in God are of the many of this world that know not what they do as the father of lies leads them all just as God said he would do. . . therefore everyone will have no choice other than learning the hard way without God’s mercy in the beginning of sorrows that is almost upon us all; and will be followed by great tribulation and God’s wrath with a whole world of people right here on earth who will suffer and die within the worst timeoftrouble that has ever been since the beginning of the human race.


Facts, facts, facts and more facts with God as my director is all that I have and want to share with a world of people for but only two reasons; and its because there are but only two roads that both lead to eternal salvation. Either the road with God’s mercy to keep you alive in famine with protection from the sword and disease, or the road without that only brings great suffering and death to all from infants into those very aged.

“Psalm 91

You who sit down in the High God's presence, spend the night in Shaddai's shadow,
Say this: "God, you're my refuge.
I trust in you and I'm safe!"
That's right—he rescues you from hidden traps,
shields you from deadly hazards.
His huge outstretched arms protect you—
under them you're perfectly safe;
his arms fend off all harm.
Fear nothing—not wild wolves in the night,
not flying arrows in the day,
Not disease that prowls through the darkness,
not disaster that erupts at high noon.
Even though others succumb all around,
drop like flies right and left,
no harm will even graze you.
You'll stand untouched, watch it all from a distance,
watch the wicked turn into corpses.
Yes, because God's your refuge,
the High God your very own home,
Evil can't get close to you,
harm can't get through the door.
He ordered his angels
to guard you wherever you go.
If you stumble, they'll catch you;
their job is to keep you from falling.
You'll walk unharmed among lions and snakes,
and kick young lions and serpents from the path.

 "If you'll hold on to me for dear life," says God,
"I'll get you out of any trouble.
I'll give you the best of care
if you'll only get to know and trust me.
Call me and I'll answer, be at your side in bad times;
I'll rescue you, then throw you a party.
I'll give you a long life,
give you a long drink of salvation!"

This entire world has reached its position where through these coming years will be the beginning of sorrows as described in these following words. . . .

 Jesus answered them, “Be careful not to let anyone deceive you. Many will come using my name. They will say, ‘I am the Messiah,’ and they will deceive many people. You will hear of wars and rumors of wars. Don’t be alarmed! These things must happen, but they don’t mean that the end has come. Nation will fight against nation and kingdom against kingdom. There will be famines and earthquakes in various places. All of these are only the beginning pains of the end. {Matthew 24:4-8}-{God’s Word Translation}

The living disaster this world has turned into, very few can see with understanding, so what follows only gets worse and worse with what will be the great tribulation so horrible, so sickening, so evil, so full of stench, filth, death, disease, blood, rapes, tortures, cannibalism and so much more darkness that words alone cannot even begin too scratch the surface of the coming realities on this entire human race with the darkest blackness coming in the what once was of greatest nations on earth when life for all who remain alive will only become a living death in panic, pain, mental stress and physical weakness that only makes each day of life only to be the greatest challenge any one individual has ever had to face as in a moment by moment life of never knowing when or how your own death will come while knowing with no doubt that it will without fail when hoping it is not through torture while thinking of suicidal ways to just end life’s agony. And the more wealthy a person is, and the more selfish a person may be. . .what goes around from you will eventually come back on your own head to the point where you will have absolutely nothing but hunger, pain, baldness, rags for clothes and a body that stinks with no way to change things or make them better because you never cared for anyone but yourself. And because you hate who tells truth, God will reject you in the same way. Welcome to this world of religious hypocrites that have no roots to hold them in the coming massive storms getting ready to strike this whole human race.

And at the end of those years of living nightmares of great tribulation will come one full year of God’s wrath upon this entire planet earth that destroys everything everywhere along with all the remaining inhabitants other than the 144,000 that have received God’s seal of protection because they repented while still maintaining their life through the great tribulation, so because they suffered through the fires of judgment on this earth while gaining understanding of God through faith in His every word with never trusting in man through all of his unknown bull spit that was the cause of this worlds spiral downfall, God’s mercy comes upon them all with His seal of protection. And never let the types that know more than God tell you it was the Jews who received God’s seal in their foreheads because they has no idea of just who the tribes Israel even are along with not knowing those being defiled with women represents the man-made religions known as the church that they have also been defiled with because he puts trust in self and man just as all believers in God do through all churches worldwide. But those who have not been defiled by the woman or church through repentance that burned them clean through great suffering became virgins who are pure without the pollutions of man that only leads deep into the fires of great tribulation for cleansing all who have become filthy through the doctrines of man that make the WORD to become as nothing in their life.

Below are words I need to speak because we all can only go so far for so long when we have to just unload to relieve some of the great pressure build up that has been building for so many years now.

When we come to a point in our life where it seems there is nothing left to go wrong because that is all that everything in life has been doing for the past five years---holding on to God through true faith become a great battle for the mind; and its because when the only person you love as your only friend and companion in life as your wife has been very ill for the past month, looking very thin at 90 lbs while still vomiting, having fevers, very bad body aches and pains along with knowing that we have zero funds, zero income, over due electric bill, overdue smartbro wireless due, little to eat, more medicines needed for her that we can’t afford; and with that her mom and dad in their 80’s that came to stay with us to help their daughter with the four of us in a 20’x18’ home on a 30’30’lot with everything in our lives only in a very sad and bad way in every direction

Joshua and Clarita are two people that have never had anything whatsoever in their entire life of 80 years, yet they pray for Mylene in faith, I pray for Mylene in faith, we all pray for Mylene in faith. . .but all things just remain the same. . .yet we keep our faith while just not knowing God has a purpose for all things in the life of true genuine believers.

With my wife no longer being able to teach and no income, she has many teacher loans that will be deducted from five other teacher co-signers that already have their own loans that will leave them nothing to live on just as Mylene’s pay had been reduced to 60 dollars per month prior to her pneumonia due a weak heart at only 38 years of age.

What would you do with a life of bad cards that have been stacked against you for years with brethren in our Lord accursing you to hell while calling you an author for the devil when your whole life has become for God and for the people of the world with a great concern for children that goes so far beyond words that nothing can be said?

Everything just seems to get so heavy on people with burdens that life itself is only a challenge to survive, maintain sanity, and keep strong faith; and we only keep it because God is the only life that we have come too know while living in a world of religious people that are very, well, how do you say it or describe a people that have no love or care for anyone other than themselves? And for many brethren, all that I am now doing is laying my wife’s and my head on the chopping block because brethren appear through actions that love to rip someone apart as their religious joy through very cruel words that they use for a self uplifting when those down have been there for many years because once when they had much, they just gave to much away with concerns for others.

So what is my wife and I suppose to do?  Only the same thing we have been doing for years while knowing that in God’s time He will answer; and that’s because He says that He cares while knowing our needs before we even ask. . .but meanwhile there can be many tears with many of life’s hardships that God has been pouring on us both for years now only to teach us the required faith to stand strong when in a world without anything other than chaos and great tribulation. As far as life itself for me goes, I have one very foggy mind often because of an old head injury that took a piece of my brain plus my body aches, my jaw and gums hurt from no fillings and broken teeth that can make eating only bread to be very uncomfortable while just existing for years in a life with no life other than being a prisoner of God as His student for these end times; and with absolutely nothing for myself, all is fine because if everything was shut off as in computer, power and water, it would be no loss if I was alone because life or death would not matter. . . but when I have to see my wife who is more precious than a mountain of rubies have to suffer in pain and agony for days, weeks and now a month with no end in sight, it is killing me because there is not a damn thing that I can do for her, or for her parents; and its really doing a big time number on my brain, spirit, feelings, health and just everything in life…Period.

For years my wife and I have always prayed together for our needs, the needs of others, the children she teaches and just wherever our spirit led towards others; and even through these years of twenty dollar loans at twenty percent interest that we had a real hard time paying back, or buying fish on credit with other needs like rice plus having rain come in from the roof leaks because of a poor nipa roof job, and added was when rats were eating holes in our clothes because we have never owned a dresser, or a shower, or a bathroom sink, or anything else other a tiny unfinished native home in the rough that the seller of the little lot decided not to sell after we put our home on it and paid him 80 percent of the total cost. . .all because his greed took over. So what can we do? Absolutely nothing just as everything in life other than living on the same faith we have been living on for years now with a very cruel world of people as our reward.

I can accept and deal with any storm if it’s only me because this world has billions in the storms of life right along with me, and there are the uncountable who have life worse than words can even speak due famine, disease, earthquakes, floods, wars, rebels, drug cartels and just one major world mess that reached its end. . .but to have faith with a world of loving brethren and a wife I can’t help by myself without some help really has put much great strains on me because its something that has been going on almost five years now while only getting worse to the point of having a wife who is afraid of dying at 38 years of age along with our troubles of just surviving while being very badly beaten down with words from just to many others while they all just completely ignore us both while detesting me through Christ’s own words in John 15:18-21.

What more can I say? Only faith keeps me alive, and if it was not for my wife, I would really have no reasons for a life only to be hated.

Through this link can be seen just some of my efforts for God and the human race.


And when hundreds more not listed are added along with a 441 page book that I wrote but could not publish or edit because of my whole life's situation, its just like everything is only added stress when wanting to help a world of people while at the same time knowing that only few will hear. . .but because God is love. . .He wants a world of people to absorb His truth through their sub-conscious so when they have reached a certain point in their life while sinking in the quicksand with no way out. . .what they did not want to hear or believe will surface to help them in their end because they will have some understanding as to why. All have salvation, so it’s only the road we all need to concentrate on.

When God is ready all He needs to do is touch but one heart in a world of 6.8 billion people; and little is all we need.

Submitted: October 06, 2011

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