It was all just a dream,
That's what it all means...
I knew it was to good to be true,
But I couldn't help but fall in love with you.
You were so sweet, and so nice,
And you killed me with those beautiful brown eyes.
It was perfect like in a paradise,
But then reality struck my life.
It's no longer perfect,
It was never you and me,
I was just treated and used like a machine.
My emotions were betrayed,
And what a mess it all made.
I wish I still lived in the old times,
That way I wouldn't have to worry about the lies.
Lies are ugly, lies are cruel,
And that's when I realized I had to leave you.
Since the beginning I knew what love is,
At least.... I thought I did.
I wish to go back in time,
Before I knew all those lies....
It hurts so much I want to die,
Do you feel hurt when you look into my sad eyes?
You say you are sorry,
But it's not true.
I want everything to end,
I want to be done with you.
I've been holding on for so long,
But I don't know how long I can actually hang on.
I want one thing,
And that's to be free,
I want to be by myself,
And truly find me.
I'm tired of holding the key to my heart,
Because every single time,
I get this unknown mark.
One day I will find me,
And that's when I will break the key...
I'm sick of love songs knowing it's not true,
All it does is make me remember of what I thought of you.
It doesn't matter if I live or die,
You will just move on with your life.
I want to sleep forever so I can dream,
Because every time I wake up,
I realize that life is mean.
I always want to dream of someone like you,
But then again...
You were never true.
So now it doesn't matter if I dream,
Because I will never reach my happy fantasy.
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