I'm not surprised
With your lies...
I told you that it wouldn't matter what you said,
You would never be their for me.
You said you would,
But you lied.
Enough of your stories,
Enough of your lies,
Enough of you.
You say you will do one thing,
But end up doing another.
It use to drive me crazy.
It use to make my heart stop.
After the first, second, fifth time,
I gave up on you.
I'm tired of being deceived
If you say you are my friend then be my friend.
If you say you love me then love me.
And if you say that you will always be there...
Then be there.
Don't use and abuse me... I've had enough of that...
You say you forget,
But how can you?
Do you forget your promises or just me?
Don't answer... I already know the answer.
I hate to say I told you so but....
I told you so.
When you have lived my life,
You would expect everyone that you know and love to fail.
It doesn't matter who you are or what you say.
Over and over and over and over again...
You fail me.
Everyone that I know, love, and meet has or will fail me,
So, it doesn't bother me anymore.
I cry myself to sleep wondering why no one loves me,
But that doesn't matter either...
Everyone has tore me apart.
They took everything from me,
My smile, my body, my mind, my heart, my love, and my soul.
I'm almost dead now... deceived all the time... more paranoid then ever,
And losing my mind.
Who can I trust now?
Who can I trust to truly love me and be their for me?
No one... I will never know the true meaning of happiness, love, and life.
I will never live,
So I will continue to let death pull me apart...
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