I break every time you smile,
I hurt when you last another while.
I want to believe you when you lie,
I want to live when I feel I want to die.
Every time I run I trip and fall,
I know I'm lost within them all.
I look at you and just cry,
I still want you to be mine.
Every month you're with your lover,
What about me? I have no other.
I use to laugh, I use to play,
But now I think of you everyday.
You love me? No you don't,
Be with me? No you wont.
I begged you not to leave,
All this pain you can't believe.
If I were gone would it be true,
Who would it be that would be through?
The more and more I look in your eyes,
The more I know I'm losing my life.
We no longer talk,
I no longer walk.
You no longer see me,
I no longer be.
I miss you so much,
I long for your touch.
But you're in arms of The Other,
And I still don't want another.
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