I don't understand why I feel so alone when so many people are surrounding me.
It's hard to breath, and I try to stop but I cant.
I know that it is my problem, my deal, and that no one can do anything about it.
I want to give into it all.
Every struggle builds up inside of me, turning my heart hard and cold.
And yet I know that there is hope.
I don't know where, but i know it exhists, and it is the only thing that keeps me holding on.
People try to help me, but it does nothing.
I just keep going back to it.
I don't know when, and I don't know how, but i do know that one day i will break free.
Free from it's hold.
I just hope that day will come soon.
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