My Love is Lost

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
Yes, this is my real life. Yes, this happened. I just used different named because I never feel comfortable enough to use people's names that I know. So, here you go.

Submitted: March 23, 2012

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Submitted: March 23, 2012



Have you ever been so in love with someone, that your entire life revolves around them? So in love, that nothing else matters? When you fall in love with someone, it's like you don't have a care in the world. You just want him. Or her. See, this is how I felt, about a month ago. Then things changed.

"I'm not ready for all of this...." he had told me.

"Ready for what, exactly?"  I replied, a bit confused. 

"For us, for stresses me out. What I want, isn't what you want. I don't want kids. I don't want to commit. But you do, and it kills me to say this but we need to be done. I used to be in love with you but now I'm questioning it. I know for a fact that I love's just.....I'm not IN love with you....and least not anymore."

"Chris.....what changed? We were so happy...."

"Maddie, sweetheart, I know this hurts. But we can still be friends."


That's what really kills me inside. After really having that relationship with someone, and then it ends just like that. All these thoughts started swirling in my head, a jealous rage, a state of depression. Jealous because I immediately thought he had someone else. I would literally kill myself if that happened. I wouldn't be able to live. Depression because the one I was in love with didn't feel the same. I know there's a lot of people out there that have gone through this, but I just feel so alone.

"I dont wan't to be friends, I want to be YOURS. Chris I can't live through this."  I said to him, with tears in my eyes.

"Honey, we'll get through this. TOGETHER." He said with a smile, holding out his arms for me.


"Stay away from me okay? You don't love me anymore and I'm not staying to just be in pain."

But I continued talking to him the next day. And the day after that. I don't know what to do anymore.....I need help. I need to get over him. I hate living in pain.

What should I do?


- Ciara <3

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