Can't Remember The Feeling of Happiness

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
i never want anyone to feel like this.

Submitted: July 16, 2014

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You've been called everything.

you're not sure how much more you can take.

you consider it.

you wonder if anyone would care.

you hear the names in your head.

instead of pills, you let your sadness escape through your blood.

you drag the razor across your skin hoping to get better.

it only works for a fraction of a second.

you keep doing it.

you can't handle the sadness, anger, frustration.

you get a therapist.

you tell her and she makes your life a living hell.

you get taken away in an ambulence.

regret even getting a therapist.

you cry yourself to sleep every night.

you second guess wheather you're gonna be all right.

you don't remember the feeling of happiness.

the walls cave in on you.

you have to get out.

misery takes over.

you have nothing else to do

you can't handle it.

you swallowed them.

no turning back now.

you are hoping no one finds you.

some one always does.

you're sick of ambulences.

feels like every day your in one.

why couldn't have left you alone?

now you have to get a therapist.

you never talk.

you sit there thinking if you say the wrong thing, they'll send you away again.

i sould have just died.

 


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