my way out?

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
about a teenager struggling with thought of suicide and acts of mutilation

Submitted: January 11, 2011

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Submitted: January 11, 2011



when i smile only i know the pain that haunts me

only i know what my heart feels

my soul is shattered my spirit numb

every second, every moment

of everyday

i try to push all my emptiness away

i sit up at night while pretending to sleep

making sure my sobs are not too deep

everytime i imagine me

swinging from that little rope

my breath no more

my life out of your hands

these blades that i own

are the only things that enable me to feeleven slighly human again

every time i look at my face

i remember that the end is the only thing keeping me on

my tears fall silently behind my kool exterior

behing my unfading smile

my wrists are hiden so my pain is not seen

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