Saying Goodbye !

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this is a poem I wrote 2 years ago I was going through alot and need to express myself. hope you like it.

Submitted: December 15, 2011

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Why do I let you do this to me?

I keep forgiving and yet you continue to hurt me.

I tell myself that I shouldn’t give you a chance

That I will only end up getting my heart broken again.

But I just keep giving in.

I am so mad at you and yet I still love you

I can’t find myself to be angry with you,

Though I have every reason to be.

Why do you do this to me?

Can’t you see how much you are affecting me?

I can’t continue doing this

It hurts too much!

I can’t get over you.

You were my everything and still are.

How can I still be in love with you, when you have hurt me so many times?

My mind is so confused.

I’d give anything to be with you right now, but I know it’s wrong.

You are no good for me!

I miss everything about you your hair, your eyes, your touch.

But I know that I need to let you go

I must save myself from the heartache.

I love you so much

It’s killing me!

How can you live with yourself knowing you have hurt me so?

Did you even care about me?

Did you love me?

Do you still love me?

I need to get over you but I can’t the love I have for you is still strong

And it makes no sense!

Why did you do this to me?

Why are you still doing it?

Please just go, get out of my head!

I don’t need you.

Your face is emotionless, you feel nothing.

You just watch me as I scream in pain.

I am dying slowly.

I can feel myself disappearing.

I must find away to get over you, to end this misery.

But I am too weak.

I don’t want to fight.

What is it that draws me to you?

Why do I keep falling for same trap?

When I know that I am setting myself up for more heartbreak.

I don’t know who I am anymore

I don’t know what to feel.

I need to escape from the emptiness.

All I need is courage so that I can let you go.

I’ll finally be rid of you

 

 


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