Love Hurts

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
This is just a short story that happened to me.

Submitted: November 24, 2008

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I was going on a school trip to France and thought it was going to be great as i would be with my best friend. "Nothing can ruin this trip," I had said to her on the way.  We had both decided that this trip would be so awesome and we would let nothing get in our way of having a great time. When we got there it was going great we was staying at this really big hotel and lots of other schools were there. The next day we had just gone on a trip to a museum and was on our way back, but on the coach i saw these two emo guys and they were so cute, but because of me being emo i can't resist cute emo guys so i thought, "right im gonna have to talk to them." But instead of me making a convosation they came and spoke to us. I had got really nervous and thought i'd make a complete fool of myself. All was going well until my friend had to go up to our room to get something which would mean leaving me alone with these two guys. When she had gone upstairs i had sat down and was just talking to them, we was having a really random convosation when one of them went to get a drink. I thought "Oh God!" But it wasnt that bad. Me and the other guy just had a normal convosation and become quite close. Then i realized i was falling for him, i tried not too cos i knew that we only had a week together, but i couldnt help it, he was just so nice. But now i knew how i felt about him, i didnt no how to act around him and started getting all quiet. My friend had realized what had happened and we had a really long discussion about it that night.

I had stayed awake all night thinking about him and what i had to do, but instead of telling him i just kept it to myself. It was nearly the end of the week when i started to cry when we was on a trip, i had just realized i was going to loose him, never see him again probably never hear from him again, all of this would happen at the end of the week.
So i tried to avoid him, bad idea! Everywhere i went he was always there, everywhere i looked i could always see his face. 
I had gotten so depressed it hurt. I had these little thoughts in my head like, "Shit! He hates me!" or "I bet he likes her, (Best Friend)" just little things like that.
It had come to the night of the disco and i hadn't talked to him for one day, i thought i got over him, until i started crying again. My friends came up to me and asked me what was wrong and i said nothing just go and have a good time. So i was sitting down when a big bunch of  my friends came up and said "T***** (boy) just been looking for you."
So i asked if i could go and get a drink from the bar, but instead my teacher said no, she has a problem with boys and girls going near eachother.
So i went to bed early trying to calm down, and it did help me calm down, it was the last day the next day so i thought i may as well enjoy it, and i was, until i saw him waiting for me at the bottem of the stairs.
"Right, i'll just walk straight past him, wont even look at him, yeah thats what ill do," i thought.
It was all going well, until he started to shout my name, i turned around and he was running towards me. He handed me a note, which had is number and a little message inside. I looked at it and smiled, i hugged him and started to cry but i wiped away the tears before he could see them.
"Call me." he said, and then gave me one last hug and went to join his friends, "i love you" i said under my breath,
I then went and sat on the coach we ahd to catch to get to the ferry, "i'm not gonna cry" i kept on telling myself. Until i got onto the ferry i dint have a tear in my eye, but then as soon as i was on my own i burst out into tears because without him, there was no me anymore.
Then i finally realized what love was.
After that we had little phone calls on the phone everyday, yeah i still cried every night but non of it mattered. But just recently i started to get really depressed and emotional about him. So one night on msn i told him how i felt, i had to or i would just carry on living a dull depressed life. And to say how many tears that have came out my eyes because of him, he felt exactly the same way!
I tried to be happy but a part of my body wouldnt let me, because even though he feels the same way, we can never be together cos of the distances.  But no matter what happens i will always love him! <3

But just remember, Love leads to Depression no matter what.


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