Leaving the Wanted

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I'd rather not say.

Submitted: July 01, 2009

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A time fell
when I wanted you
than when I finally got what I wanted
I started to realize
what I was missing
I started to realize what you were like
sure this might be a lie
but why than make me wait so long
why tell me you liked me
how I wanted to be
how I wanted
what you did
can never really be easily be forgiven
you drove me
to so many things
I’m not even sure if its cheating
I never said whatever you think
you never really were there to begin with
I just thought you were hot
so please don’t expect me to get with you
so please what do you expect
you didn’t even try
Whatever you said
it just sounded like fairy tales
you told me
it seemed like it was all planned out
I wonder sometimes if you really liked me to begin with
sometimes I wonder what you meant by everything you did
whatever you meant I think sometimes you only wanted a one time thing
I don’t plan on staying much longer
I plan on just leaving
so
please
don't expect
me to stay
when it seemed like you never really ever tried
I hear
all this banging
from the music
the notes just come singing
along this river of doubt
I never
even seen you
since that Saturday
I never talked to you since
the Monday right after
so here
I am
please don't expect
me to be
waiting
anymore
I don’t even care if I see you again
I’m just leaving you
so please
don't expect me to be waiting
my eye sight is already messed up
I don’t need anymore fuzziness in my head
so I can't see a thing
I wonder why
I’m just going to end up leaving
its been two weeks
since the
last time
we've talked
again
why
do I
think of you
even though it seems like nothing
just a fling
so forget this
I’m just leaving
don’t expect me to stay
this isn’t what I wanted to say
I say I wanted to say
but there are plenty of others
who like me for who I am
and what I’m like
but than why
did I choose this after all
I might as well be with you
but than again its been two weeks
and I don’t even know how much
time has passed
so please forgive me
now I’m leaving
you behind
in my past
sure ill see you again
but than again
I may talk to you
I may not even know what will happen
so please
don’t expect me to stay
ill end up leaving you behind
you should have expected this
I don’t know what to expect you
to do
but than again I never knew who you really were
just like everyone else around me
I might as well should have had amnesia
maybe than
it would’ve been better
so please tell me what did you expect me to do
it seemed
like you didn’t even try
I should’ve listened to begin with
but I was to stubborn
apparently I was wrong
for now
I should’ve listened
I should’ve known
which I did
but I turned away
so please forgive me
but I don’t know how your react
maybe we should’ve gave it more time
even though we liked each other
that I might have known
but I never really knew
how you were going to react
maybe because its
not on my mind
even though it was
while the seas pulls
my mind didn’t want to go
I chose to stay low
so please listen
maybe we should’ve gave it some time
before we rushed
apparently we were two fast for the moons pull
so maybe imp just going to leave
so lets just find out
I may be gone


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