3/14/10

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It's about us.

Submitted: December 13, 2011

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[3/14/10]

When I got the chance to be with you I never intended on the pain

But when there is pain there is much to gain

You gain understanding on what you did that hurts that person emotionally inside

So it’s up to me to decide

To decide if I want the sunset on us or allow my emotion’s dagger

Scar you like Scar did to Simba when he left his father to die

I chose NO

But when I did it I opened up the scar that you previously had from past encounter

From then on you became a DOUBTER

So I tried so hard and consistently tried to prove you wrong

By showing you what I know to make you see that our relationship is a sad song

I try my best….well what I know is the best

And then I fail and the room gets smaller and I say to myself…. “GOD I DON’T WANT TO BE LIKE THE REST”

Because the rest failed at showing Jessica the she is just like the rest of the females they slept with

God I need a cosmic shift

I didn’t have much examples growing up on how to be a good husband or a man for that matter

I just wanted to be taught not to make her heart shatter

I love, care, cherish, all in all would jump in front of hurt for you

But what am I to do if the hurt is right in front me and you

My words and my heart is all I have give

The things of this world misgive

Misgive the intent of my love because it will soon die and can’t outlive

I appreciate all you done, did, and doing right now

You are my sun when there is rain  

Your eternal love, kindness, and forgiveness is all I want to gain

You bared four beautiful children for us to raise and I love you for that

All of those mille seconds, seconds, minutes, hours, days, months you had to endure pain you get back

All of it will be returned in joy, peace, and happiness in abundance

I’m writing this to show my love and appreciation I have for you written

Now it’s time to show you what is unwritten

I never think of saying goodbye

By if it is….it’s just to woosah

I need you in my life because you’re the only human being that keeps me sane

From this day on I’m trying my hardest not to make my words be in vain

I LOVE YOU JESSICA MARIE NO HYPHEN JONES

I’M TRYING WHAT I KNOW SO MY BONES WON’T DIE ALONE

 

 


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