This is a story about my fucked up life and how I deal with all of it. About how I slowly try to resolve all of my problems. Including my trauma, depression, being targeted by the mafia, and struggles in my current relationships. If you want to stay and follow this trainwreck that I call my life, I would appreciate it. Thank you in advance.

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A month or so before my story starts in the first chapter, I had my birthday. This is what happened that day. A sort of quick look in my life before everything gets even more complicated.
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Nsfw *Thoughts of suicide
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Nsfw *Extreme violence *Implied sexual assault
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When I woke up again, it was pitch black outside, and I could smell something delicious in the air. Carefully, I sat up the pain medicati... Read Chapter


After I had cuddled a little longer with Yuki, I struggled my way out of bed. And with the help of my crutches, I jou... Read Chapter