To Decide

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
If only, If only

Submitted: January 21, 2008

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Submitted: January 21, 2008



I took your hand.

You led me through.

All the horrible things.

I had to do.


You showed me how.

You lent a hand.

I was completely unaware.

That you had let me down.


I was mad at you.

I didn't want to believe it was true.

But that face of yours.

Didn't lie.


I cried and cried.

The whole night through.

I cried and cried.

Because I thought I had loved you.


I was sad that I had ever trusted.

I tried and tried to realize.

The truth behind but you mesmerized.

I ran away and was left alone.

To die and lie on my own.


To decide between the power and lust.

To decide between it and your trust.

To decide that I could be the one.

To realize that the other side had won.


The pain it builds inside of me.

Until it fills and breaks free.

I'm lost in a world of darkness and dismay.

But you're too busy to come and save me.


Food has no taste.

The air has no feeling.

My thirst fades to dust.

And my mind keeps on reeling.


I'm trying to discover.

I'm trying to relate.

I'm trying to desperatly find.

All of your hate.


You picked on me and held me up.

You put my hands behind my back with rope and tied it rough.

You pretended to love me and that was just that.

And now all I wish is to get pay back.


But the more and more I realize.

What I've been doing and what I've tried.

Is that I've turned into you, so evil and cruel.

And now look at me.

I've turned into the fool.


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