No feeling

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic

Sad poem

 

I stare blankly at these four walls

I sit and stare trying not to move

I sit until everything hurts then

I sit until everything stops hurting

I stare until my mind becomes as blank as the walls surrounding me

My desire is to escape reality

I do this so I am not trapped in my own depressed thoughts

My thoughts are to run away from myself and everything else

I want to drink and smoke

And be so fucked up that my body and mind shut down

And I can’t feel feelings anymore

So I am a shell of what was once a life

I try to not focus on the pain

But I remember everything

What have I become?

My sweetest love, everyone I know goes away in the end

I don’t want to feel anymore

No pain

No suffering

No joy

No regret

Nothing

Pain and suffering are different

Pain is the feeling

Suffering is the effect that pain inflicts

This is why I say

If one can endure pain

One can live without suffering

And I am done suffering

All the time I want to get away

And be safe from the world and myself

I will endure the pain

But I will no longer suffer


Submitted: June 24, 2012

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Insane Membrane

I came to read you being as you are also insane .... and it appears you are though not as mad as I

neat work

Sun, June 24th, 2012 4:20am

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Thank you :D First time letting anyone see any of my work :/

Sat, June 23rd, 2012 9:31pm

Livebecauseyoucan

This was a strong poem, an had extreme emotion expressed. You certainly have a talent for this or maybe it just comes naturaly. Any way a sad poem but written well! :)

Sun, June 24th, 2012 4:52am

Author
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Thank you! greatly appreciated!

Sat, June 23rd, 2012 9:53pm

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