Hang On.

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This is my thoughts/writings on a song that i love...

(( I just reread this whole thing becuase i wrote it a while ago and its really not one of my favorite writings..its actually a bit confusing i think..I cant even understand myself haha. So ill take your feedback and see if you can understand my thoughts in this, becuase i find it hard and im even the one who wrote it. ))

Submitted: January 19, 2008

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"I dont know how i got to where i am, all i know is that i want to go back to the moment when I feel in love with grace, and i hear you whisper hang one hang on"

These words come from one of my favorite songs ever Hang On..Its by the band "Mainstay" there songs seem to play my life out from these past couple months. This CD makes me just want to fall down and cry out. I love it so much. So the reason i chose to write about the line/song at the top is becuase like almost every other song..Its so true.
I miss that day i first fell in love with Gods Grace, it was amazing and my faith was much like that little childlike faith. And now its faded we have gone through troubles and it seems to suckk...massivly. But, like it says in the song God is saying hang on. The trust we have in God when we have no hope; is not there and we don't know what to do. He knows we all have something better in store for us which we hear all the time and say we believe but no, we dont becuase we live in an impatient world which has made no time for God. Therefore we fit him into our schedule we dont let other things fit into Gods schedule.
The song always says "the heartace makes you strong" once again the story of my life...I have had two major things happen in my life...the worst heartace ever. It makes me wish that i could just erase it all. However, you look back and WOW! Its amazing how much stronger of a person i am.
We also have those times, those times when nothing big is happening, but you feel pain. You want something really bad...They want it too, but it's just not working. The things around you are pulling you away and it sucks.
Sometimes you don't notice a difference in your life, but really when you are the happiest it makes you the saddest, and when you are the saddest really, you are the happiest. Its crazy how this works the world sees you hurting and make it seem like that is wrong and you need to be happy, but no that heartace makes you strong and you will feel hurt, you will feel a lot of hurt some that you feel you can bear, you will have tears flowing down your face but really you are going down the darkest road and something keeps you going. Everyone gives up on you and it's like everyone has left you but thats when everything fits together...I miss it. It was all fitting together when i was the saddest not at the happiest moment, no longer is it working. I was sick of it and it was pushed aside not its back again...and i want it to change but i know it wont.
So back in that day;when i was the saddest, I was hanging on and he helped me. now; trying to be the happiest just doesn't always work out...


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