5:31 pm
7-august-2010
a shit saturday afternoon

a page frm my life

it's not fair it never is.

i thought mayb this once.but whatevai dnt

care, i hate it,it's just not fair!

i refuse to break,it'll jst make them win!

i refuse to show the my emotions,so i simply hide behind a blank facade.

lifes nt fair,get used to it,but this i cant,i cannot accept it!

this unjustice makes me wnt 2 scream,to sob,to break down. but i cnt, i cnt even wallow in solitude.there's even a problem with that.

my hand shakes,my lip trembles.my mind refuses to comprehend.

i'll jst be silent,then maybe everything will be alryt?

i pause i wait,i listen waiting for their submission.it doesnt cum,it never does,

still i dnt knw y ders a faint glimmer of hope in me

i want to cry,i'm close to it. jst as a thread hangin in a strm is goin to b blown away.

i wnt 2 scream, i wnt to shout,i wnt to bang my head against the wall. i swallow dwn my insanity,bt the wolf in me still howls.

y?? i wnt sumone to answer.though i knw no-one will.

i feel my own weakness,fall out in a single tear.i dnt knw y bt,

my heart breaks again.

even as i type this my tears blur my vision,so for now i fling them away!

i feel a lump inside my throat,threathning me. i try to breath,to control myself.

i stare out my window...the passing clouds,the darkning sky...

i also wnt to b passing through.

a bird so still ,lo0ks so strng.

i hate them,i wish 4 them to feel this pain.

i cannot control the tremer in my voice as i speak,the filling of my eyes,

i feel my nose clog.

i put my head back,nt wnting the tears to fall.i try to breath it doesnt work.

i try to be strng..never mind its already dun

no super-glu cn put back the pieces of my heart.

i wish my feelings away... were's my music,

were's my s0ng

i need to listen to sumone else scream,instead of me.maybe i'll be calm,

mayb i wnt feel lyk crap

bt wtever it doesnt matter

i-am-dead.


Submitted: August 07, 2010

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XtreMe me

ppl plz c0mment i need to hear wt u hav 2 say

Sun, August 8th, 2010 3:33am

Indy Jule

Its a good poem and has good emotion but you REALLY need to spell things correctly. :/ Especially when you publish stuff, its alright for comments and that stuff but your work should always be the best it can. So go through it and fix things. Once you fix the stuff (and your title too) I garuntee that you will have more readers and get more feedback. Its a great poem though so keep writing. -Indy :)

Sun, August 8th, 2010 8:04am

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heheh you knw i try but this is one poem that i felt i had to leave it exactly as is for the whole image to g0 with...
tnX!!

Sun, August 8th, 2010 1:18am

ladygothicka

emotional, i loved it. amazing!

Mon, August 9th, 2010 4:52am

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really....i h0pe so^_^
tnX s0 much!!!...

Mon, August 9th, 2010 5:03am

unknown girl

I really LOVED it. It's cool and HONEST. AMAZING:D

Thu, August 12th, 2010 6:04am

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jaZAKILLAH FOR COMMENTING!!!!

yup thats an extract frm my "fab" life.
tnX
-D

Thu, August 12th, 2010 12:42am

Scrawls and Doodles

it was extremely moving sista :( i hope things feel better for you... i have written tons of stuff with these feelings in mind.
loved it, very bold and strong. the bit where you presented the frail string fluttering in the harsh winds of an oncoming storm moved me deeply.

"i swallow dwn my insanity,bt the wolf in me still howls." TWO THUMBS UP!!

you have wonderful talent sweety :)always nurture the talent.

Tue, December 14th, 2010 1:12am

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aww sis! thnx sooo0o0 much!
ill deffinetly be reading that!
XM

Tue, December 14th, 2010 2:19am

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