a fuck is just a fuck.

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A really bad day. and sex was obviously on my mind. idc where this came from...just kinda happened.

Submitted: July 02, 2011

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We had another fight.

He's gone.

I'm all alone.

Yet it feels Right.

Ill sit and listen to the same song.

Sitting in this damned place most of us would call a home.

Slipping into the past.

I kept telling myself it wouldnt last.

But if i keep saying this....why is it like a smack everytime something comes to an end...

Re-opening scars that really will never mend.

Sex is a game.

And some by it are slain.

Some say you can fuck the pain away.

With a hard cock.

A Thrust and a Rock.

With a moan of pleasure.

And a squeal of pain.

They say its the best.

And it makes you forget.

I forget nothing.

I remember.

Going through with it all im numb.

Just a fuck.

A fuck to stay alive.

Not for me.

A fuck just to fuck.

A thrust just to thrust.

A moan bcuz my body says its right.

Some say its a mistake.

You can sit here and watch.

Sit here and listen.

Only to realize your eyes they glisten.

Fucking a past lover who found a new.

They fuck in the trailer, the pain i knew.

The music wont play and nothing drowns out the noise.

Theyre up there.

While i cry down here.

If its so im not alone ill do anything.

But this, this is just like being alone.

I cant find my razor.

They say its okay.

Its really not.

to hear him fuck a past lover,

Just makes me remember...

All those nights way back then.

Now i dont care.

the memories leave me blank, and numb.

Coming here makes me numb...

I want to leave but i cant.

It only lets them know the truth.

Now im okay.

And with them ill stay,

one day ill give up.

And ill bleed so much.

And with the blood ill write a letter.

apologising bcuz i wasnt better.

No one really knows my problems.

It sounds like im sad over a lover.

But im not.

memories threaten to swallow.

now i sit and wallow.

Why am i writing this?

FTW

Fuck everything.

Bcuz the blood that now runs Crimson down my wrist

Silences me so you can have your bliss.

 

 

 


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