To Fall, Under it all

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Young Adult  |  House: Booksie Classic
Personal experience hidden behind those words xD

Submitted: March 22, 2011

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Submitted: March 22, 2011

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Words never articulated, anything but a sound that leaks from her mouth. Racing heart predestined to be broken, never meant to exist. Afraid to fall under it all, holds onto something so anomalous. A type of heart that was never read, an empty mind left dead and tortured by a past being, a past occurrence that has traumatized this incurable humanist. Oh, how suddenly she cries, tears never stop and fall onto the floor, rapidly, drip, drip, drop, drop, nonstop. How you want to hold her and convince her that nothing will hurt her. Nothing at all, nothing at all. Perhaps her eyes have been set on some type of malevolent essence. She senses a presence of something so unreal. Thoughts run into her mind finding a way out, but can’t. She’s so vulnerable to believing lies. She’ll believe it all; there is nothing she won’t understand.

Yes, she’ll believe it all. Blood on the floor, dripping from her arm, escapes her flesh and falling onto the wood she stands on. Drip, drip, drop, drop, her blood is flowing it just won’t stop. She worries about nothing. Simply runs away from everything, things that can’t chase her. But she won’t stop, for she’s afraid to trust a lonely road. And now she’s alone. The sounds of footsteps behind her fade into the shadows of hopelessness. And become a flash of realization. Music enters her ears filling her mind with happiness, beautiful happiness. She’s never felt, falls in love with such melody, such brilliant melodies. Then falls out suddenly for she knows what will happen when she loves. It burns, drowns and vanishes before she can even blink or try to comprehend what just happened. Move on. Gone, gone the music is gone. So long, beauty, so long. She cannot laugh, she cannot smile, and happiness for her only lasts for a while. ‘Savior’ falls hard from the sky and lands sharp on his back. I’ve come to save you he says. Eyes stare blankly at each other.

No words to say. She doesn’t need saving, you can’t fix what isn’t broken. Tell Her you love Her, tell Her you love Her. She sends her heart to you, but you do not care, you never do. Tell her anything, as long as it is true! She screams. You didn’t know that she cries in her room every night maybe it’s not cause of you, but it would be easier if you needed her too. She knows they weren’t meant to be, but she wants him there, with her suddenly. Promise her you won't leave her again. Promise to be with her like you said you would. With just one kiss. Together they are months later. Demons attack he has to go back and fight for the night for the ones he loves for the ones he promised to protect for the ones up above. He'll have to go and he'll come back when it's too late. But to save and protect he must break the promise he did not fake. So leaves with a goodbye, tears fall from her eyes.

A message she hears, later that year, that brings her more tears. So sad and so cold she's left again so alone. She knew this would happen. Stupid she feels for not being caution. The heart that she gave has now faded away. Words never spoken, and the promise he has been broken and the lies it has led for now Her poor savior lies in blood, buried with the dead. Blood drips from her arm and onto the floor, leaves her flesh, drip, drip, drop, drop. Blood flows to the floor and it won't stop. She is now prepared, she doesn't care; she's ready to fall, under it all.


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