living with depression and a mood disorder

Status: Finished

living with depression and a mood disorder

Status: Finished

This content is spam! Only visible to super-moderators.
living with depression and a mood disorder living with depression and a mood disorder

Short Story by: XxIzzyxX

Genre: Other

Houses:

Short Story by: XxIzzyxX

Details

Genre: Other

Houses:

Summary

depresion and mood disorder

Summary

depresion and mood disorder

Content

Submitted: July 25, 2012

A A A | A A A

Content

Submitted: July 25, 2012

A A A

A A A


 If you live with depression, a mood disorder, or both, you will be able to understand it, or if you don't you will be able to learn alittle about it.

Everyday can turn into a struggle for me. I never know when  it will strike, how bad it will be, or what i might do. Of course i think and think, and the more i think the more likely is to happen. When it does happen i can't control myself, i think things that i don't want to they are horrible. i do things i regret, i have burned myself severally, cut myself to the point of stitches. One time my depression was so bad, i tried over dosing to make the pain go away in the moment, but the after math is to much to handle. You feel worst after. I always feel weak and i despise myself.

A couple of weeks ago i had a really bad experience with my depression and mood disorder. I started to cry uncontrollably, i thought it would be best for me to disappear, i felt like i was better off alone so i told my boyfriend of seven months who i love to death, no matter how bad it hurts me, no matter how much i cry, i need you to leave and not turn back. He sat on the stairs not leaving because he new it was my impulsive side talking and new as soon as i got my self under control i would be fine i didn't belive him but he belived in me and stayed by my side and thats what got me threw the day.


© Copyright 2016 XxIzzyxX. All rights reserved.

Add Your Comments:

Other Content by XxIzzyxX

Add picture

Paste the link to picture in the entry below:

— or —

Drag a picture from your file manager into this box,
or click to select.

Add video

Paste the link to Youtube video in the following entry:

Existing Comments:
Bad selection

Cannot annotate a non-flat selection. Make sure your selection starts and ends within the same node.

(example of bad selection): This is bold text and this is normal text.
(example of good selection): This is bold text and this is normal text.
Bad selection

An annotation cannot contain another annotation.

Anonymous
Really delete this comment?
Anonymous
Really delete this comment?

There was an error uploading your file.


    
Anonymous