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I tried many times,
Giving up.. I never said I would

Submitted: March 22, 2009

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Submitted: March 22, 2009

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At What Cost

I tried many times,
Giving up.. I never said I would,
I wanted to share a life,
Silly of me.. I even thought we could.

How wrong was I,
For a second to believe,
What made you any different,
I was sure you'd never leave.

It never mattered what I did,
Or said,
You just pretended,
Even after the life you lead.

Maybe you love me,
But now I want you to feel hate,
My heart is no longer for grabs,
I will not wait.

You had me,
You never held on,
Or noticed,
I am now gone.

Each of your sentences,
Never mentioned my name,
Never an "I love you",
Or "I am truly happy you came".

You will now say it,
Even if it's full of hate,
My name will now end or begin,
You will now have it straight.

It's much harder to know you loved me,
I rather believe you don't want me around,
That I am not your choice,
Someone else you found.

I rather assume.. than not know,
What exist in your heart,
Believe this is an end,
Not our start.

Hurting I rather try now,
I will try my best to hate,
Loving you with all my heart,
Made me want.. my soul mate.

Please understand,
I get it.. you are the one,
I am just not coming after you,
Even if my heart you won.

Easy and nice.. you took for granted,
Now it will have a cost,
The price will be up to you,
If by then.. my love you haven't lost.


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