6 A.M.

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Young Adult  |  House: Booksie Classic
these aren't my whole feelings exactly...I don't subject to peer pressure at all....but this is sorta a mix of mine and one of my friend's feelings.

Oh yeah, this is sort of random haha. I just brought a lot of random topics in2 it :P
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Submitted: April 30, 2010

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I lie awake on my bed

 

Regret and guilt filled up in my head

 

Lying awake at 6 A.M.,

 

I let out a scream that I’ve been holding in

 

Memories flood into my mind

 

I feel as if my death date has been assigned

 

No more escaping, my time is up

 

No more hiding, no more fear

 

You say, “Everything will be alright, my dear”

 

You know that’s a lie

 

And I know it too

 

What has the world come to?

 

Crying my eyes out a 6 A.M.,

 

Remembering the past I’ve been trying to forget

 

Oh the regret, oh the regret

 

How could you let me do this to myself?

 

Don’t you notice, or are you to busy

 

Lost in your own little world…

 

I’m no longer a ballerina, that you once twirled

 

I’m not your little girl, who used to wear your pearls

 

Don’t try to reject it,

 

Learn to accept it

 

Staring at my ceiling at 6 A.M.

 

Many thoughts running through my head

 

Wondering why I am such a failure

 

Good at nothing, except for getting lectured

 

Not to mention, being subjected to peer pressure

 

Cutting myself at 6 A.M.

 

Trying to understand, trying to understand

 

Why am I here?

 

And what am I doing?

 

Is it my fault?

 

Should I keep going?

 

Questions unanswered, truths unspoken

 

And the sad truth is that, the lies keep me going

Falling asleep, at 6 A.M.

 

And tomorrow it will repeat again

 


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