The Past . . .

Reads: 51  | Likes: 0  | Shelves: 0  | Comments: 0

More Details
Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
Please read :)

Submitted: October 30, 2011

A A A | A A A

Submitted: October 30, 2011

A A A

A A A


I thought i was broken but i realized im empty i sprung a leak but no one helped me so i sat drowning in my sorrow they let me couldnt see the pain when they sent me away didnt see the hurt when they said i had to stay turned before the tears ran down my face so they just saw the fake smile plastered on my face not knowing me well enough to see i wanted to run away not caring enough to see if i was truely happy not realizing the shopping didnt help me fill the void in my heart that shouldve held the love for my mother but would never again be filled up right all because of one choice one night i couldve loved her fully if she just said no i couldve kept the love if she let it go i couldve been a person that didnt have to hide i couldve shown people the me thats inside but since it \"overwhemled\" her and she just had to go theres a peice of my life i want but cant let you know . . . I want to tell you of my past how i never had a childhood because i knew it wouldnt last how so many times i just wanted to run how i learned to hate my mother just a little bit how i cant believe she even had us kids how i used to hold the knife before i came to my senses how i wanted to die but i knew i couldnt how i tried to leave but my body it wouldnt . . . I could let you know but would you look at me the same or would your eyes be filled with the pity i hate would you tell me it'd be oh kay because i know it wouldnt its been four years since it happen last im just waiting for the day she sends me away again \"sorry\" she couldnt hide from the past


© Copyright 2017 YamiBlyden. All rights reserved.