Im Afraid.

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic

What would you do if Loving the person that meant the world to you,Was the hardest thing you could ever do,

"I Love you.." She lifted her hand and placed it on my leg, i looked down at gazed at it. I had the urge to just snatch her into my arms,and hold her there. hold her there forever,but all i could do was cry,"Are you ok?" she asked,What was i spossed to say?, All i did was turn my face away and hide My Tears. I got up and tried to walk away, 'dont look back,dont look back,' I Told myself,I continously repeated it in my mind,like a Scractched C.D.Until she Got ahold of my wrist and pulled me back . "Whats wrong.?!?!" She looked at me,I Could taste the fear in her sweat. i looked down and hid my face with my hair.She gently raised my chin with her finger. "Whats wrong?!? was it something i said?" i looked at her and said, "it was everything you said," she said all the right things, wich caused me to panic. I Wanted too tell her i loved her too, i wanted to, i felt like if i didnt i would explode,or worse, But all i did was cry from the confusion. my brain was debating with itself ,my heart started to turn inside my chest,and the tears started to pour from my eyes. I Was confused and scared. i was scared that if i told her i loved her too, she would run like the last person i said it to, that she would leave, and i would never see her again, and i would be stuck in the world, re-living the pain that i had slowly overcomed. It still hurt a little to even talk about it..She looked at me with a look of confusion. "Im Sorry, I Didnt mean to-,I-Im Sorry," I Fell to my knees and held back the sea of tears waiting to be let out. She sat beside me and removed the hair from my face, "What did i say that was so wrong,?" I looked up at her, and she finally saw it, she saw my Heartache. She saw my past Starting to overcome me. Forgetting used to be the only thing i was afraid of, but now, remembering was the most painful thing to do. She pulled me into her arms and held me there.i grasped onto her shirt with all the remaining strength i had left. I Stained her shirt with my tears, "Please," I Said. "Please what?" I Looked at her "Please dont say you love me," She Looked down at me, "Why not?!" i looked back up at her "Because Im Afraid," She Looked at me confused, "Why?" I Pulled away from her And held onto my knees, "Im Afraid that if I Know you meant it-" she interupted me "BUT I DO!!" I Looked at her and Yelled "DONT SAY THAT,PLEASE DONT SAY THAT," I held onto my shirt and cried harder, "I Dont want you to leave me,I Dont want you to go..cause if you do, Ill die, Ill just rot away, Because i cant handle anymore of this Sadness,Your my only light in a world of darkness,my only symphony in a world of silence,and my only star in the sky,If you say it, youll leave me. so please, " She Looked down at me, and jerked me right back into her arms. "What In the world made you think that?!?!, How could i run away?, When i said i loved you forever,i meant eternity,and beyond that," she wiped my tears away, "I Promise you, i wont be like Him,i wont be like any other guy or girl you've fell for, im different,Im-Im Alex." She Gazed at me, and then Slowly Reached down and kissed me. As always, she swept me off my feet. She had this way with me,This magnetic Force that would pull me closer and closer to her when i tried to Walk away. "I love you Zoey,And Only you. So please, say you love me too..." I Closed my eyes shut,And Forced the words out of my mouth, "I l-love.." her eyes Started to sparkle,when i finished my sentence "I love You Too...". I Was finally happy again,Nothing hurt anymore. i didnt care about the past anymore,I Cared about my future,i cared about her. She was my life now,and i was hers,

THE END <3


Submitted: November 07, 2011

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