September 19, 2012
David Gonzales Passapera
77893 South Punyeta Street
Caguas, Puerto Rico 00726
Where do I start? I want to thank you for everything. You've always been there, this unwavering ship that kept me afloat; this beautiful dream, perfect amongst chaos. I could never tell you just how much you mean to me. I met you last year, and ever since then, all you've ever done was love me and help me in my broken times, when I was falling apart at the very seams; in all honesty, you've kept me alive. You knit me back together, one stitch at a time, patient and caring. You've taught me how to learn from my mistakes, you've shown me that even when love can hurt, at the same time, it can heal you; on one hand, it'll break you, and the other, it'll snap you back together. You've loved me even when I was horribel to you. I look at you, and I see this boy full of wonderful words and emotions, so bottled up and squeezed in, packed together, yet full of knowledge and intelligence and love, and it makes me want to be a better person, a better version of myself. You make me want to do something good in my life, in others, in everything I do. I look at you, and I know that I love you for changing me into someone better than who I had been - a sniveling, snapped, torn shadow of who I'd been. Never had you ever judged me of what I'd done. In some circumstances, I'd wished you had. I still do. You would tell me the truth if I asked, no matter how ugly; however, I don't think you'd ever tell me everything. Even when we weren't so close, you'd always be hovering around, this outside person, almost as if you were always meant to be there, like a guardian angel.
Nowadays, I'm conservative. I'm still building the tools to apply whatever knowledge I have, but at least you've shown me how to use them. Even now, to this day, you are this amazing person that makes sure I'm okay every day, makes sure I do what I'm supposed to. You're not always going to be there, I know that... But you've already marked me. You already have a special place in my heart that I could never take away, not that I would ever have the desire to. I can love now and be unafraid of getting hurt, thanks to you.
Thank you. Those two words have so much in them, and even though I know how to use words, none of them could ever express even a thousandth of how grateful I am that I have you in my life. I love you, and I thank you, and I know you have a beautiful future ahead of you. Nothing I could ever do could repay everything you've done for me. I am forever in your debt. My life is yours. Te amo amaimono.
Kayla Kyoko Kessler
22467 West Woodlands Avenue
Buckeye, Arizona 85326
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