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I wrote this one a long time ago now. It's about peer pressure, doing something or acting a certain way that goes against your ideals, or degrades you in some way for others. I suppose everyone can probably relate to that at some point, especially in those high school years.
This is a poem taking a sympathetic look at a pedophile. I'm am not excusing the actions of such a person, but some pedophiles have feelings present that they can not seem to rid themselves of, so I thought it would be interesting to write something more from their perspective…
Shae wasn't any ordinary girl, sure she loved to at least try to live a normal life but as much as she hated it, she wasn't. She was a Shifter. What type of Shifter you say? you'll have to find out...
As much as I often try to help others, most of the time it just seems like I only harm them... I'm destructive to literally everyone I care about, or so it feels... I apologize in advance for the crap poem.
Yeah I've been depressed. I wrote this when I wasn't. When I read it again it really sums up how I feel about myself. Everything is black and sour, ruined, rotten and stinking. There doesn't seem to be any point to this existance.