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aciddi

Location: United Kingdom

Member Since: July 2012

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I’m Caitlin, 14 years old, and just another boring 14 year old girl who spends most of her time on the Internet. I can never think of enough good  things to say about myself, enough to keep anyone interested, but I guess I’ll give it a go. 

In reality I’ve always been weird, shy, socially awkward etc. I do have friends, I just find it hard to even talk to new people. I normally wait for them to speak first. Things get said about me everyday at my school, even my friends have bitched about me, tbh. I find it hard to trust people, because of that.  I would rather stay at home than go to school, although sometimes I’d rather be somewhere else in the world, somewhere where I can proudly call ‘home’ and tell someone I love without all the complications. 

I did self harm and for all the wrong reasons. I didn’t do it for the attention or to mess things up deliberately- everyone self harmer self harms for their own reasons. I find it difficult to speak to people about my feelings, I’d rather keep them to myself. 

I love Wes Anderson movies and my favorite bands would have to be Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Kings of Leon or Coldplay. My dog is pretty much my best friend. I mostly listen to music like dubstep, old rock, alternative, never anything majorly popular by other people’s standards. 

I’m never alright around people I don’t like or new people, even new places sometimes, which is why I listen to a lot of music; to get away from everything. Sometimes my anxiety can get so bad that I’ll start to shake and cry, but it’s over when I get away from everyone/everything. 

I never want sympathy or criticism from anybody, I’m just here to say who I am. I want to live, not exist, and my dream is to one day travel the world. I’m happy and sad at the same time, and I’m trying to get my life sorted out. I’ll let you decide who you think I am. 

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