brittney16

Brittney. It's my name. It always has been, and always will. Some like to call me "Blondey" or "Goldy Locks" or " The one with long blond hair and blue eyes?" but Brittney is my real name. There are things in this life that i rely on. My grandmother, my brother and father, reading and writting. I have read so many books so far in my lifetime of 17 years, but i still have a whole life time more ahead. One thing i can say about life is that it is not easy. only when you are a kid it is. The hardest thing about being a kid is scraping your knee, or maybe losing your icecream. but when you are young, you wish to be old, and when you are old, you wish to be young. i wish i was younger. i wish i hadn't made so many stupid mistakes, or lost so many good friends. i wish alot, and pray, but just because i do, doesnt' make them come true, cause they never have. so my wishes, are not wishes. they are.... i dont know what to call, maybe my attempted failures to do the right thing, so i try to wish them better. i can say though, all the mess ups i've done, and what others have done to me, has made me stronger. i am what someone might call, a survivor.  i can endure alot of hardships. people say to me alot, wow, your so nice, your so polite, why do people not like you? i dont know, its just life. My life is what i call a lie half the time.